Since Directioners are the most perverted of fandoms, I felt this blog was necessary! Feel free to send in your oneshots about any member or bromance!
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Harry The Whore
This is a request I got a very long time ago. I stumbled upon it a week or two ago and decided to finish it!
“And she was totally throwing herself all over me. It was so obvious she wanted me.”
I took another sip of my Pina Colada and bit down on the straw trying to stop myself from commenting.
“What?”
I looked up at him. “What?”
“I know you want to say something.”
“It doesn’t matter.”
“Yes it does.”
“Why does it matter?”
“Because as my best friend you’re supposed to say something.”
“Even if you don’t listen?”
“Yes, even if I don’t listen.”
I rolled my eyes and gave my empty glass to the waitress as she passed. “Well, just because she throws herself all over you at dinner that doesn’t mean she automatically qualifies for dessert.”
He laughed and I kicked him from under the table. “Harry I’m serious!”
“I know you are which makes it that much cuter.”
I looked down and fiddled with my napkin. Why did he have to say cute? Why not funny? If he stopped calling me cute and adorable then maybe I wouldn’t be so attracted to him…
Who am I kidding? I would be attracted to him even if he never said one word to me. Harry and I had met three years ago after he had just finished X Factor. I was one of the interns at the studio the boys had recorded Up All Night at. After it had been completed the boys had taken all of us at the studio out for drinks and somehow Harry and I had been separated from the others. We talked for hours; it was the best night of my life. Over the next few months we had become very close and all my friends kept telling me that we would end up together. Although I kept telling them to bugger off and denied it completely, deep down I really hoped that we would. Well after I overheard him telling Louis about all the ‘pussy’ he got one particular weekend those dreams kind of faded for me. Slowly but surely I was placed in the ‘best girl-friend’ role. Whenever someone found out I was good friends with Harry they did one of two things: drool in envy as they told me how awesome my life must be or they ask me the best way to get in his pants. After a while I just denied knowing him; that was much easier.
I looked over to a table in the middle of the restaurant and saw a few teenage girls whispering furiously to each other as they craned their necks in our direction. I looked back at Harry who had noticed the girls and was waving.
“Harry, they are too young for you!”
“Oh, I know but the one on the left is kind of cute.”
I kicked him and his head snapped back in my direction. I waved the waitress over and asked her for the check. “We need to get you out of here you slut.”
Harry laughed. “Oh you love me!”
I placed the money in the folder the bill came in and stood up. “That is not the point.” I winked, poking him in the side.
Harry ran out of the restaurant door and I chased after him. “Harry slow down!”
He stopped so abruptly I crashed into him. I peeked around his shoulder and saw what he was ogling at; an Ice Cream cart with a female vendor who had breasts the size of watermelons.
“Well that’s… unnatural.”
I snorted at Harry’s blatantly obvious comment. “Yeah, they must weigh 10 pounds each. Miss Sandbags must have a strong backbone to hold those suckers up.”
It was Harry’s turn to laugh and he queued up behind the five middle-aged men already in line, dragging me behind him. “Don’t worry, I actually want ice cream.” Harry answered my question before I even asked it.
I laughed, “Okay, whatever.”
‘It’s true! I prefer natural beauty anyways.”
“I know, I know. Settle down, I want ice cream too.”
After getting our ice cream (mine chocolate-peanut butter and his chocolate-nutella) we crossed the street to my apartment building and stopped at the front door. The new doorman eyed us warily and shuffled back and forth between the two sets of doors. A warm wind whipped through the poles holding up the awnings above the front of the building and I looked up at the sky, it was getting dark out.
“So…”
“So…”
He extended his arms and I leaned into them for a hug. The musky smell of his cologne relaxed me and I rested my head on his shoulder.
“Are you still coming tomorrow?”
“Of course babe, how could I miss your birthday?”
“Well… It is you…”
He held me out at arm’s length and stared into my eyes, “I swear.”
I smiled and he released me from his grasp. “It starts at seven.”
“Okay, see you soon!”
~~~
I looked up at the ceiling of the restaurant my friend, Jenna, had rented out for my birthday; the streamers and balloons reflected glittering light upon the rest of the darkened room. About half of the tables and chairs had been cleared to make room for dancing and the bar fully stocked. Jenna had given the chef a list of my favourite party foods and they were all sprawled over a long table pressed up against the opposite wall from the bar. Maneuvering my way through the friends slowly trickling in, I sat down at a barstool and looked around. Harry was supposed to be here by now.
“Hey!” I felt a hand on my back and I whirled around my chair to see Niall grinning like a madman.
“Hey Niall.”
“What’s with the droopy face beautiful?”
“Harry isn’t here yet.”
Niall looked away from me and sat down.
“Niall.”
“What?”
“What’s wrong?”
“What do you mean?”
“Where’s Harry?”
“Um… I don’t know.”
“Liar! Tell me where he is!”
“Um… well… you see…”
“He’s with a girl, isn’t he?”
“Um… yeah.”
Fuck. I knew it. Why can’t Harry ever keep his word when a pretty girl is involved? Maybe if I got breast implants and plastered on makeup he would pay attention a little bit more?
“Um guys, have you seen Harry?”
Niall and I turned around to see a frantic Louis.
“He’s not here Lou, what’s wrong?”
“Um… Well, he uh. He has your present from me in his car…”
I laughed. “Don’t worry about it! I don’t think he’s coming tonight.”
“Why would you say that?”
“He’s on a date.”
“Oh…”
He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and kissed my forehead. “It’s okay Lou, really.”
“No it’s not! I’m gonna kick his asshole inside out the next time I see him!”
“No you’re not! Now go have a good time!” I pushed him in the direction where other people, including Zayn, were dancing. I turned to face Niall who had his puppy dog eyes on. “Niall, go eat.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, I’ll be fine! Now go.”
As Niall skipped to the food I got the bartender’s attention. “Um, excuse me? Can I get your strongest drink in a big-gulp?”
The bartender chuckled as he pulled out a dusty bottle from the back of the cabinet. “Are you sure Miss? Even sailors can’t drink this stuff.”
“What?”
“Um, it’s just really strong…”
“I don’t care. It’s my party and I’ll get fucked if I want to.”
“Okay…”
~~~
“Another Joe.”
“Um, are you sure?”
“I said hit me!”
“Okay… But this is your last one.”
“Who says?”
“I do.”
“No you do not! This is my party!”
“But it’s against the law for me to serve you alcohol when you’re very drunk.”
“I’m not drunk! I’m just havin’ a good time!”
I looked over at all the people dancing and laughed. Well they look like they’re having fun…
“Joe, Joseph, listen to me. So, I’m gonna go dance. And when I get back you’re gonna give me that drink. Right?”
“Um-“
“Good! See ya soon!”
I jumped off of my seat and felt the earth sway beneath me, the walls looking a little bit like jell-o. The partygoers grinded and jammed against each other creating an ocean filled with bodies and perspiration. One of my favourite songs blared overhead. Raising my arms above my head I hollered, entering the crowd.
Cuz you turn me turn me right here right now,
I’m gon’ move on you when the lights go down.
I’m gon’ move on you when the lights go down.
I’m gon’ move on you when the lights go down.
“Oh hey Liam!” I screamed as I spotted Liam being an awkward duckling in the middle of the crowd.
“Oh, hey! Happy Birthday!”
“Come and dance with me big boy,” I teased. “You can keep me safe in this crowd of crazy people.
Liam chuckled. “How much have you drank?”
“Like one glass or something.” I winked. “I’m not even drunk!”
“Oh, really?” Liam smiled, “So you reeking of alcohol is actually what, a new perfume?”
“Oh my god,” I started to laugh and clutched onto Liam so I wouldn’t fall, “You’re so funny Liam! You’re gonna make me pee!”
Liam smiled, shaking his head. “You’re crazy.”
“Oh you like it.” I whispered, bringing my lips to his. Fuck Harry. If he wasn’t going to appreciate me then I’d find someone who did.
But Liam didn’t kiss me back. Quickly pulling away he looked down at his feet and blushed. “Um…”
Oh fuck. Shit, that was a bad idea wasn’t it? I turned away and pushed through the crowd, suddenly feeling way less drunk and way more embarrassed. Spotting the front doors I felt the crowd spit me out in front of them.
I felt someone grab my arm and I squealed in surprise.
“Don’t worry! It’s only me.” I turned around to face Zayn, a worried expression on his face. “Are you okay?”
I sighed. “No. I feel like shit because I drank so much and I think I just fucked up my perfectly normal relationship with Liam.”
Zayn smiled and pulled me in for a hug. “Yeah, I saw that awkward kiss. But don’t worry; I don’t think you’ve fucked up your relationship.”
“And why is that?”
“I think he just felt awkward because he’s already in a relationship.”
“Since when?”
“Um for about a month.”
“Oh my god, really? Shit. Now I feel like a big douchebag… Did he bring his girlfriend? I need to apologize to her.”
“Um, him.”
“What.”
“Him.”
“OH MY GOD! WHO?! You have to tell me!”
He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “Okay, but only if you don’t tell anybody! Like I mean not even the guys.”
“I swear.” I gave Zayn a salute and giggled.
“It’s me.”
My jaw dropped and I stared at him in disbelief.
Zayn laughed and leaned against the wall.
“Are you fucking with me? Because that’s not nice.”
“I’m not!”
“Okay, okay. Well I’m gonna go outside because I feel like I’m gonna throw up. Okay?”
“Okay.”
“Stay gay my brotha!” I hollered as I slammed the door behind me.
Oh shit, hopefully that didn’t blow his cover… I giggled thinking about all the Ziam rumours that actually ended up being true. Silly boys.
I leaned against the brick wall a few metres away from the doors and sank down to the floor. Ugh, I’m so… blegh.
I looked up at the faded stars and wished upon them that Harry wasn’t such an asshole. Sure, I love him with all my heart. But, did he really have to skip my birthday party for a fucking date? Like really? I thought he at least cared about me a little more than some random hottie.
“Hey!”
I looked over towards the parking lot, my jaw dropping as I saw Harry getting out of his car and walking towards me.
Oh, he’s got some balls.
“Hey!” He repeated as he crouched down beside me, “Happy birthday!”
“Fuck you.” I spat as I turned my head in the other direction.
“What? What’s wrong?”
“What’s wrong? What’s wrong?! Harry Styles you have got to be fucking kidding me!” I yelled, getting up from the ground. “You’re lucky I don’t fucking slap you right now!”
“What? Why?!”
“Why?! How would you like it if I ditched your party for a fucking date?! Showing up two and a half hours late? You may as well not have come!”
“No, you don’t understand-“
“Oh, I don’t do I? What, was this girl ‘different’? What this girl ‘special? ‘Did this girl have knockers the size of bowling balls? What was it this time?”
“Um…” He ruffled through his jacket, pulling out a small golden box.
“What’s that?”
“It’s for you.”
“What is it?”
Harry laughed. “Stop being so stubborn and just open it!”
I took it out of Harry’s hand and eyed it suspiciously. What the hell could it be?
I opened it with a click and gasped. “Harry, you didn’t!”
“Of course I did.”
“But, it’s so expensive!”
“It was worth it, for you.”
I pulled out a replica of the Heart of The Ocean from the Titanic, but it was red. Back when Harry and I first met we talked about Titanic and how we both loved it. And I talked about how I would’ve loved to own the necklace from the movie but in red because I looked horrible in blue.
But that was two years ago. Did he really remember all of that?
“How-“
“The girl I was with was my sister’s friend, Penny. She’s a jeweller. She designs all of the rings that her store sells. She helped me design this.”
I felt tears come to my eyes as I looked down at it. This was just so over the top, it was ridiculous but so beautiful.
“May I?”
I looked up at Harry and smiled. “What?”
“Do you want to wear it?”
“Oh, yes!”
Harry took it from my hands and asked me to turn around. I pulled my hair up in a faux ponytail as he wrapped it around my neck, clipping it shut.
I put my hair down and turned to face him. “Harry, thank you so much. It’s beautiful.”
“Almost as beautiful as you.”
“Huh?” My heart quickened and I looked at him with eager eyes.
“Um, I haven’t been completely honest with you.”
“What do you mean?”
“Well,” He leaned on the wall, sliding down to sit. Instead of continuing Harry looked up at me, patting the ground beside him.
When I finally sat back down he continued.
“Like I said before, I haven’t been completely honest with you.”
I sighed. “And?”
“Well, sometimes I am a little… dishonest when I talk about my escapades with other women.”
“Like how?”
“Well first off, I haven’t slept with anyone for two years.”
My jaw dropped. “Oh my god Harry! Are you serious? So what, you’ve been lying to me for two years?”
“Well, I wouldn’t call it lying… Technically I never actually said I slept with any of those girls. I just made it sound like I did.”
“And why would you do that?”
“Um… I… Um…”
“Spit it out.”
“To make you believe I was something that I wasn’t.”
My eyes widened. Why would Harry want me to think he was a player? That doesn’t make any sense.
“I know it doesn’t make much sense. But, I did it so that you wouldn’t notice how I truly felt.”
“What? Well, how do you truly feel?”
“I love you.”
Chase Your Dreams (Even If You Leave Others Behind)
*Please listen to the music above while reading! Thank you! xx*
I held my hand out of the back door of my family’s limo and waited for someone to help me out. A creepy, bald man quickly ran up and held out his hand. I rolled my eyes and let him help me out. I made sure my sunhat was securely on my head and readjusted my sunglasses. I looked up at the hotel I would be spending the rest of the month in. It felt like it was right out of a black and white whodunit. The architecture just melded into itself.
“Readjust your sundress.” My Mom sliced open my thoughts and I scrambled to follow her instructions before she decided to get physical. “Thank you.”
My mother was the ice queen. She had a frozen angelic exterior that all the men seemed to gawk at. But, when she opened her mouth they were quick to scurry away. I knew deep down somewhere that she had some form of a heart. She seemed to care about my younger sister and father too much not to.
“We better get settled into our room, we have to go to that meeting right away.”
I rolled my eyes and followed her to the front desk.
She took one look at the elderly concierge and sighed. “Excuse me sir.”
He looked up from the books he was writing in and gave her a warm smile. “Hello Miss, may I help you?”
She smirked and raised her eyebrows. “Do you not recognize my voice from over the phone?”
His brow furrowed and he scratched his head. “Well, from your American accent I would say you are either Mrs. Winterfell or Miss Delegawcy?”
“Well, I can tell you right now my child is no bastard.”
The concierge’s and my eyes widened in unison “So… you are Mrs. Winterfell?”
“Yes you fool! Can we please have someone escort us to our rooms now?”
His face reddened in embarrassment. “Yes ma’am, of course ma’am.”
Everywhere we went my mother made the staff feel like crap. The elderly man summoned two bellhops to carry our bags and we followed them to our adjoined suites. My mother gave each bellhop twenty (so they’d do exactly what she said whenever she asked) and turned to look at me.
“Hurry up and change. I expect you down in the dining room in twenty minutes.”
I quickly changed and made my way down to the dining room and found my mother already sitting with an older man with salt and pepper hair and a guy probably around the age of twenty three. I quickly sat down beside my mother and across from the young man.
My mother gave me an icy stare, indicating that I was a few minutes late and turned back to the older man and smiled. “So Robert how was the trip here?”
“It was wonderful! Right Jason?”
Jason sighed and played with his salad, “Sure.”
The two adults continued their small talk throughout supper and I watched as Jason became less and less interested in everything around him. When he looked up at me I gave him a small smile and a wave and he looked back down at his food. I rolled my eyes and looked back down at my food as well. If possible, his rude manners made him even less attractive then he already was. Wasn’t the rule that ugly guys were nice and attractive boys weren’t? I guess he was that one exception.
As supper came to a close a busboy came to our table with a big bucket and asked if we were done. I looked up at his face and my eyes felt like they popped out of my head. My mother said we were done and the others proceeded to give him our dishes. My mother nudged me and I realised that I was still staring at him. We both reached for the plate at the same time and I felt myself blush as I looked down at our hands touching. I looked back up at him and he smiled as the plate left my hands. I realised that my mother was probably giving me daggers and I turned around to an empty chair. Everybody had left the dining room but me and the busboy.
“Um, thank you.”
He smiled. “What for?”
I thought about it for a second and tilted my head. “I don’t know really.”
We both laughed and I extended my hand to his, introducing myself.
He gently took my hand and raised it to his lips. “And mine is Liam.”
My body shivered all over and a small giggle escaped my lips.
~~~
I heard a tapping on my window and I turned over to look at my bedside alarm; it was two in the morning. I slowly got up and pulled my curtains from the glass. I smirked as Liam waved at me; how had he gotten on my balcony?
I slid the glass door open. “What do you want Payne?”
“Did you want to go swimming?”
“What? I’ve only known you for two weeks. I don’t think that is enough time to deserve seeing me in a bikini.” I winked at him, awaiting a cheeky response.
“Who said you’d be swimming in a bathing suit?”
I felt my face redden. “Liam! I can’t believe you’d suggest skinny dipping! What if my mom caught us?”
“Um… actually I was talking about swimming in your clothes…”
I burst into laughter and Liam dragged me onto the balcony shushing me. “Your mom will hear us if we’re not careful.”
“Don’t worry; the Dragon Lady is in her cave.” I stretched out and wrapped my arms around Liam’s shoulders and leaned my forehead against his.
“What happened to calling her the Ice Queen?”
I sighed, “Sometimes she’s icy but lately she’s been a raging bitch.”
“Oh, that sucks.”
“Yeah, but let’s not talk about her now.” I raised my head and kissed him.
He returned my kiss and placed his hands into the small of my back, causing our bodies to touch. I ran my fingers through his hair and he softly stroked my cheek. He broke the kiss and smiled at the confused expression on my face.
“Follow me.”
I watched him as he climbed onto the trellis and started to make his way down. I buried my face in my hands until I heard his feet hit the ground.
“Don’t worry its safe!”
I wiped my palm sweat onto my pajama shorts and climbed over the balcony. Slowly making my way down the trellis with about four metres to the bottom I accidentally grabbed onto a stem from the rose bush beside it. I screamed out in pain and brought my hand closer to my face. Blood started to trickle down from the open wounds to my wrist. I started to resume my climbing when I lost my footing.
I let out a shriek as I felt the air whoosh around me. Closing my eyes I awaited the pain I would soon be in. Expecting dirt and grass I was instead welcomed into Liam’s open arms. I sighed in relief and looked up into his beautiful brown eyes.
“Thanks.”
He laughed, “No problem! What was I supposed to do? Just watch as you hit the dirt?”
“That’s what my family would’ve done.”
“Yeah well your family is a bunch of pricks.”
I smiled as he slowly set me down, “I’m glad you understand.”
“Let’s not talk about them anymore.”
“Okay. So where are we going?”
“You’ll soon find out.” Liam grabbed my hand and I let out a small gasp in pain. “What’s wrong?” He slowly let go of my hand and stared at the blood on his own. “We need to clean you up.”
I followed Liam out to a small shed at the edge of the property and looked around. “Liam, what is this place?”
“Welcome to my humble abode.”
“This is… where you… live?”
“Yes.” He blushed and scratched his head. “I would’ve told you sooner but it just never came up.”
“Aw, Liam I don’t care where you live or how much money you have, it’s what’s inside that counts; that’s what makes you beautiful.”
He smiled and wrapped his arms around me. “I’m only boarding here while I work but I love that trivial things aren’t important in our relationship.”
“Wow.”
“Wow what?”
“This is the first time that you’ve said anything about us having a relationship.”
“We do, don’t we?”
“Yes, we do.”
“Okay.”
We stood there for a few minutes in each other’s arms before he spoke again.
“While we’re on the subject of things never spoken… I um, I love you.”
My jaw dropped and then slowly lifted into a smile. “I love you too.” I looked up at him and gently brushed my lips against his.
Thunder crashed against the dark clouds above and I jumped, bumping my nose against his.
“Let’s get you back to your room.”
As soon as he closed his mouth the sky opened up and assaulted the world below. I gave out a small shriek as water met bare skin and I flew into the small shed with Liam right behind me. I shivered as I sat down on his bed. Liam flicked the light on and I looked around at his temporary home.
“You need to get out of those wet clothes.”
I laughed, “You get right down to the point, don’t ya?”
“I don’t want you getting sick.”
“I know, I know. What do you suggest I wear?”
“Well I could go out and get a change of clothes from your room.”
“Um, no it sounds like the end of the world out there.”
“I don’t know then…”
I sighed and lifted myself off the bed. “Turn around.”
“Wh-“
“Just do it Liam.”
He quickly turned around and I started to peel off my clothes. Bare naked I looked around and found his dresser. I quickly pulled on a pair of loose boxers and a white t shirt.
“Okay, you can turn around now.”
He turned and smiled as he saw what I was wearing. “Well, don’t you look sexy!” I shivered in agreement and he pushed me over to the bed. “Get under the covers.”
I wasn’t going to disagree. I slipped under the covers and pulled them over my head. The scent of him enveloped me; I took it in and laid my head on his pillow. His drawers closed and Liam slipped under the covers next to me in just his boxers.
Even with the covers on and Liam beside me I started to shiver, rubbing my hands on my bear arms to create warmth.
“Are you cold?” My teeth chattered a ‘yes’ and he moved closer to me, enveloping me in his big arms. I sighed and rested my head against his chiseled frame. The rain pelted the roof above and the thunder cracked. I attempted to move even closer into him with no avail. “Are you okay?”
“Oh yeah, I’m fine. Thunder just kind of freaks me out sometimes.”
“Sh, it’s okay, I’m here.” Liam ran the back of his hand across my cheek and brushed my hair aside. “I’ll always be here.”
I moved my head closer and found his lips with mine. I started to remove my shirt when Liam grabbed my wrists.
“What are you doing?”
“I’m ready.”
“For what?”
“Oh god Liam, I really hope you’re not serious about that question.”
“Just earlier tonight you were saying I didn’t deserve to see you in a bathing suit.”
“I was just kidding Liam.”
“Still, we’ve only known each other for two weeks…”
“Yet I’ve never felt like this before.” I shrugged his hands off and removed my shirt.
Liam held his breath as I quickly removed my boxers, my naked frame exposed.
“Liam? …Is there something wrong?”
His eyes brightened as he looked into mine. “No. You’re just so beautiful.”
I blushed, attempting to cover myself up a bit as I realised I was completely exposed. “I’m nothing special.”
“You’re more than special, you’re perfect.”
I pushed him onto his back and felt his manhood through the cotton. Quickly pulling them off his body he pulled me down closer to him and kissed me again, exploring my mouth with his own. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he reached for the bedside table, pulling out a condom. Pulling down his boxers and wrapping the rubber on he squeezed my thighs, signalling he was ready. Slowly lowering myself onto his massive erection I muffled a moan, leaning into him, noses barely touching.
“Fuck Liam, fuck me!”
Body rising from the cotton, Liam pushed me onto my back and started to thrust.
In and out.
In and out.
In and out.
I lowered my hands to his pecs and squeezed his nipples. Liam moaned out in pleasure and started thrusting faster, and harder.
I pulled him closer to me, my lips meeting his as if for the first time. Hungrily accepting them, I explored his mouth with my tongue, while sucking on his.
I felt myself coming closer, closer, climax. His member began to pulse within me and my whole body screamed in ecstasy.
“Ho- Shit.” Liam exhaled, collapsing on top of me.
I kissed his forehead and pulled at a loose strand of his hair. “That was amazing.”
Liam slowly pulled out of me and walked into the bathroom. I listened to the rain pinning off the tin roof and shivered under the covers. Liam came back out of the bathroom and got back under the covers with me, wrapping his arms around my stomach, pulling me in closer.
A comfortable silence between us hovered overhead as the thunderstorm loomed. I floated in and out of consciousness, snuggling into Liam’s warm chest.
After a while I felt Liam’s body tense and I looked up at his face. He was looking out at the storm through the small window beside his bed. “Um, Liam?”
Liam looked down at me and smiled, “Yes?”
“Whatcha thinkin’ about?”
“Oh just stuff.”
“Like what?”
He sighed. “About decisions I’ll have to make soon.”
“Like what?”
Liam laughed, “Why are you so nosy?”
Poking him in the chest, I hugged him closer, “Because I care.”
“Okay… Well, you know the X Factor?”
“Um, no.”
“What?”
“Sorry! I just don’t. What is it?”
“It’s a singing competition in the UK.”
“Okay, what about it?”
“Well, I tried out before and one of the judges told me to come back later and try again because he believes that I’ll be ready then.”
“When are you supposed to try out again?”
“In a week.”
“What? Liam! Are you going to do it?”
“I don’t know…”
“Liam, you have to. You have an amazing voice and I can tell you want to.”
“But-“
“But what?”
He looked down at me with those puppy dog eyes. “You-“
“Oh no Liam! I am not going to be the reason why you don’t follow your dreams.”
“But I love you.”
I breathed in deeply, exhaling slowly. Wow, Liam loves me. But, the thing is- “Liam, I love you too. But, sometimes when you love somebody you have to put aside your feelings, and realise what is best.”
“What are you saying?”
“You’re going to audition for the X Factor, we can wait until later.”
“But-“
“No buts! You need to do this!”
Liam smiled but I saw the sadness in his eyes form into a tear.
I wiped it away. “Liam, don’t cry. We’ll be together again.”
“You promise?”
“I… I promise.”
~~~
“Wake up! Wake up!” My mother screeched, flying through my room to draw the curtains. “Why are you always so-“
She turned to look at me and was shocked to find me fully clothed and lying on top of my covers reading.
“Mom, I’m already ready.”
“Oh.”
I got up off my bed and walked to the balcony doors, slowly opening them. The fresh morning air greeted my lungs with pleasure. I walked onto the balcony and stared at the yellow taxi pulling up to the front doors.
“I have everything set up downstairs.”
“Really?” I refused to take my eyes off of the yellow vehicle. “Everything?”
“Yes. Cake testing, china patterns, meal plans, gift lists, wine samples, etcetera, etcetera.” My mother droned on. The front doors opened and a young man with two bags walked over to the taxi’s trunk. He pushed them in and closed the door, turning around and squinting into the sunlight. As soon as Liam spotted me he waved and I gave a small wave back. “And we have to be down there in five minutes or else the planner will get really bitchy.” I smiled, my mother? Calling someone bitchy? That’s funny. I’d have to tell Liam- Oh wait.
A lump formed in my throat and I wiped away the tears before they were able to form. I ran the paper Liam had given me with his address and number through my hands before shoving it into my pocket. I told him I’d call him to leave my number. I hate lying.
I turned around to face my mother, who was eyeing me weirdly.
“Are you okay?”
“Yeah… I’m, I’m fine.”
“Oh, I know what this is about. You’re nervous! It’s okay; it’ll go smoothly as long as I’m around.”
“Okay.”
“Jason sure is a catch isn’t he?”
“Sure.”
“Oh perk up! You can’t find a man with that kind of money anywhere you know! Not only have you found the perfect guy but you’ve solidified your father’s business partnership with Robert. You should be happy.”
I turned around just in time to see the taxi leaving and I sighed as I slowly backed away from the balcony.
“Now hurry up! Your wedding is in only two weeks! We need to get going!”
“Yes mother.” As I left my room I turned around to look at the balcony one last time. At least Liam would be happy.
He deserved that.
Could It Be, You And Me Are The Lucky Ones?
*Please listen to the music while you read*
This Story Is Dedicated To Lydia, My Little Angel ♥
“Wow. Just… wow.”
“Yep… that pretty much sums it up.”
Niall and Liam exchanged glances and smiled, both of their eyes were swollen from crying the past half hour.
“Zayn, are you okay?” I turned to Zayn who had been silent since we had gotten off stage. “… Zayn?”
Harry, who had his head rested on my shoulder, spoke up. “Louis, he’s probably sleeping. Tonight took a lot out of him.” Harry sure was right about that. I don’t think I had ever seen Zayn cry that hard.
“Yeah… Okay.” I sighed, leaning my head back. “But shouldn’t we get him up? We’re almost there…”
“Yeah… probably.” Liam sighed, moving closer to Zayn. “Zayn, come on Zayn we’re almost home.”
Zayn shifted in his seat and slowly opened his eyes, looking completely miserable. “What?”
“We’re almost there.” I smiled. “You can sleep there.”
“Okay… I had the weirdest dream.”
We all cocked our heads inquisitively. “What was it?”
“That the tour was finished and we were unable to ever do another one.” A tear rolled down his face and Liam wiped it away.
“It’s okay Zayn. The tour may be over but we will definitely be having many more.”
Zayn smiled and nuzzled his head into Liam. “You promise?”
“I promise.”
I felt the vehicle stop and Paul opened the door. “Come on boys! Time to sleep the night away.”
I chuckled at Paul’s cheeriness and nudged Harry out of the limo. I pushed Niall and Liam out afterwards. I looked over at Zayn who had his eyes closed and nudged him. “Come on man, you’re so close!”
Zayn mumbled something and turned over. I got up and moved over beside him, wrapping my arms around him.
“Zayn.”
He opened one eye, “What?”
“Come on bud, its okay to be sad that it’s over but there will be plenty more great times. I promise. He smiled and wrapped his arms around me.
“Thanks Lou.”
“No problem.” I smiled and ruffled his hair as he got out, following close behind. And people same I’m the least responsible…
When we were each situated in our rooms (which were only big enough for one person each this time) I decided to get a shower. The hot water scorched off the sweat and tears covering my body and I sighed into the steam, doing my best to compose myself. It was just so hard to believe that it was actually over. I started to sing to myself and danced around a little in the tiny shower.
When I got out and started towelling myself off I heard my phone buzz from the bedroom, it was Eleanor.
*Hey bestie!*
I smiled, why was she texting me so late?
*Hey!!!! What’s up?*
*Well, I think that after that gay orgy you all had on stage at the end of the show we should be seen in public together again? Lol*
*Gay orgy? I don’t remember that happening… ;)*
*Come on! It’s all over tumblr! Oh, and that costume change was also super flaming lmaoooo!*
I laughed .
*Fiiine! What should we do?*
*Well I wanted to see a movie… but that’s not really “out in public”*
*well we could still do that! Every time we hangout doesn’t have to be a publicity stunt… lol*
*Okay! I wanna see spiderman! That guy is so cute!*
*lol yes he is! It’s a date then! Xx*
*goodnite love*
*nite*
I threw my phone down on the bed and flailed onto it afterwards. I loved spending time with El; I just wish we didn’t have to act all “lovey-dovey” all the time… I turned off the lights and stripped down to the nude, crawling under the satin sheets, hoping for a deep slumber that I would never be woken from.
What was that?
I turned over to look at the clock; it was 2:30 in the morning. I listened more closely…. The noise was coming from the room to the right of mine… It was coming from Harry’s room.
After throwing on some boxers I crept out of my bedroom and put my ear to Harry’s door. Quiet sobs seeped through the wooden door and my heart wrenched. Not even knocking first I slipped my key card into his slot and closed the door behind me as quietly as possible.
“Wh-who’s there?”
“Harry, it’s just me.”
“Oh… hey Lou…”
“Are you okay?”
“Um… yeah. I’m fine… I just wanna be alone.”
Instead of leaving I moved closer to his bed and leaned against the wall. “Are you sure?”
“Uh… yeah.”
I saw his inky silhouette rub at his eyes and I sat down on his bed. “Are you really sure?”
Harry tugged at his blanket and looked down at the covers. “I don’t know…” I moved in closer, my hand resting in his lap, using my other hand to brush away his tears. Harry looked up into my eyes and his lips started to tremble. “It feels like everything’s ending.”
I brought my hand to the top of his head and stroked his hair. “I swear, it’s not.”
“You promise?”
“I promise.” Harry’s trembling lips attempted a smile and I smiled back at his adorableness.
“Thanks Lou.”
“No problem Hazz.” I started to get off the bed but Harry grabbed hold of my arm before I could do so.
“Louis… would you… stay with me?”
I smiled. “Of course.
I crawled over beside him and he lifted the covers so I could get under them. I wrapped my arms around him and he rested his forehead against my bare chest.
“Um… Harry?”
“Yeah?”
“Are you naked?”
His giggle answered my question and suddenly I felt less than comfortable. I felt aroused. I felt myself slowly feeling better and better ‘down there’ and I shifted a little bit.
“It’s okay Louis.”
I sighed. “Thanks Haz.”
Harry moved upwards towards my face and pressed his forehead against mine, rubbing our noses together. My whole body suddenly felt tingly and I smiled, rubbing my thumb against his cheek. Harry brought his lips to mine and I pressed hardly against them, wrapping my arms around his neck. He quickly ripped my boxers off of me and our members embraced each other.
“Oh fuck Lou.” Harry broke the kiss and I started biting at his neck. “I’ve wanted this for so long.”
I started sucking on his ear. “Me too, love.”
Harry’s hands moved up and down my sides and I pushed him down into his pillow. Playing with one of his nipples in my hand while sucking and nibbling on the other Harry started to thrust into the empty space between us. “Fuck Lou! Fuck!” I started to kiss his chest and slowly worked my way down to his member.
The salty sweetness greeted my mouth as I swallowed his cock. I pressed down on his hips so that he wouldn’t thrust so hard and I slowly circled the head with my tongue. As I took it out of my mouth I lightly grazed the sides of his member with my teeth and he squealed in pleasure. “Ah fuck Lou! It’s my turn!”
Harry pushed me back so my head was at the foot of the bed and swallowed me whole. “Fuuu!” I screamed out in ecstasy as Harry loved up and down my member like a jackhammer. “Haz! Slow down or I’m gonna cum!” I felt Harry smile and I pulled him up to eye level to kiss him again.
Harry grabbed a hold of my cock and slowly lowered himself upon it. Ohhhh Loouuuiissss!!!” Harry moaned, grabbing at my chest to help balance.
“That’s it Harry. Take it all.”
“Fuck Louis. Fuck, you’re big!”
“You can do it babe! Come on!”
I felt Harry relax and the rest of my member slid into him completely. Harry and I both sighed in unison and smiled. Harry slowly moved his ass up and down as he squeezed my nipples. I felt myself thrusting faster and faster as Harry’s speed increased. “Fuck Hazz! Fuck, take it!” Harry moaned in agreement and lowered his head to meet my lips. I slipped my tongue into his mouth and he gently sucked on it as I rammed him from behind.
I felt Harry’s ass start to tighten and his cock seemed to be made of concrete. He let out a loud moan into my mouth and came all over my chest. Pulling out I moaned in ecstasy and pumped fast and hard.
“FUUUCK HAZZZZ!!!”
Harry lowered his mouth to my cock as I started spewing and gathered it all. He then licked all of his spunk off of my chest and swished it around in his mouth as he brought his lips to mine to exchange our love liquid. I opened my mouth graciously and ran my fingers through his hair as he shared it. When both of us swallowed I smiled up at him, the moonlight softly caressing his body.
“Thanks Lou.”
“No problem. But Harry, you’ve got to remember one thing.”
“What?”
“Whatever will be we’ll still be fortunate. We’ll always be the lucky ones.”
If You Don’t
Please Listen To The Song While You Read (You May Have To Listen To It Twice Because It’s so Long lol xx)
“So you can’t actually swim?”
I blush and look down. “Um no.”
Liam grasped my shoulder, sending shivers through my body. “I’m gonna teach him some time.”
I looked up at him, greeted by that warm smile of his. “Thanks man.”
“No problem.”
~~~
“Psst, Zayn wake up!”
What time was it? I peered over into the darkness, the neon light of the alarm clock read 1:28 am. “Why?”
I looked over to see Liam in nothing but shorts and a towel over his shoulder, covering his sun-kissed torso. “You know what.”
I rested my head back on my pillow. “No, I really don’t.”
“I’m gonna teach you how to swim.”
“What. Right now?”
“Yeah,” he giggled, “right now.”
“Is the pool even open?”
“The one outside is never locked up, I checked.”
“You’re lucky it’s warm tonight.”
“Hurry up, and don’t wake the boys. These walls are paper thin.”
“I know; I heard Harry and Lou going at it for like three hours.”
Liam laughed. “How… romantic.”
I laugh/yawned as I staggered out of bed over to the wardrobe. Surprisingly enough I owned one pair of swimming shorts.
“Um… I’ll um, meet you down there I guess…” Liam shuffled back and forth, an uncomfortable expression on his face.
“You can uh, stay if you want…” I looked down at my trunks and ran them through my fingers nervously.
“No, that’s okay. Gotta make sure everything is ready down there.”
“What kind of lesson are you planning?”
“Oh, you’ll see.” Liam winked, backing away towards the door. “See you down there.”
“Oh, okay.” The door clicked. “Bye…”
I sighed and sat back down. God why did he have to be so adorable? It just wasn’t fair. Slipping on my swim suit, I grabbed a towel from the closet. Closing my door quietly I walked down the hallway to the elevator. I entered the cold, carpeted box and pressed the lobby button. As the elevator moved towards the ground every cell in my body was screaming. The combination of the fear of the water and the embarrassment of Liam seeing me like that made me want to crawl back up the elevator shaft and hide on the roof.
*Ding*
I slowly exited the elevator and tiptoed past the sleeping concierge to the back of the hotel lobby where the entrance to the outdoor pool was. I grabbed the handle to the door and pulled. Nothing. Why wasn’t the door opening? Wasn’t Liam out there?
I peered past my reflection in the glass to the pool. Yes, yes he was there. He noticed me and ran over to the window, a big smile covering his face. I shrugged my shoulders and pointed at the door. Liam laughed and pointed towards the hotels front entrance. Was he serious? I was going to have to cross a parking lot, a garden, and a fence to get to him.
I sighed and trudged my way back to the front doors. I looked at the concierge who was still sleeping and opened the doors as quietly as possible, dashing through them as soon as they were opened enough.
I sighed as I made my way across the parking lot. Bits of broken glass reflected in the moonlight making them easy to avoid. The scent of midnight blossoms invited me further towards the pool and soon I was at the fence.
“Liam?”
“Yes Zayn?”
“How did you get over there?”
“The same was you are.”
“… Climbing this thing?”
He laughed, “Yes.”
“Oh… Okay.”
“Don’t worry, it’s easy.”
“Lucky for you to say mister athlete!”
He laughed again. “Come on Zayn! You can do it.”
I smiled at his blind faith in me and latched a hold of the fence. I slowly pulled myself up and found myself straddling the large wooden wall.
“Are you coming down?”
“Um. I think I’ll stay here awhile…”
“You can’t get down?”
“No.”
“Don’t worry, I’m here.”
I blushed and looked up into the moonlight. “Is that what you tell Danielle?
Liam laughed.
The awkward silence afterwards convinced me to get down and I slowly lowered myself down. As I felt around for the board running through the middle of the fence with my foot I lost grip of the fence altogether. I started to fall but Liam grabbed me in midair.
“Woah there!”
I exhaled, my heart playing a beat similar to Josh’s.
“Th-thanks.”
“No problem.” Liam’s breath tickled my neck as he released me from my arms.
“S-so…”
“Oh yeah! So let’s get in.”
“Okay.”
At both the deep end and the shallow there were stairs. Liam started to pull me to the stairs at the deep end.
“No Liam! Can’t we start at the other end?”
“What if we started at the deep one?”
“No Liam, please.” I felt tears of fear prick at my eyes and I quickly blinked them away, hoping Liam wouldn’t notice.
His eyes soften and he smiled. “Okay Zayn.”
I sighed in relief and walked over to the other steps as Liam dug something out of the shed at the far end of the fence.
“Liam? What are you doing?”
“Getting something.”
I smiled at his vagueness and slowly sank down into the warm water. Moving around, making little waves that carried my insecurities away. Liam was teaching me how to swim, he wouldn’t let me drown. Right?
I heard the door click open and I quickly turned around.
“Liam!? How did you get the door open?”
“I guess it was just locked from the inside… I was wondering why I was able to get in last time…”
“Oh.”
Liam slowly walked over to the edge of the pool and jumped in, staying above the water because of the paddleboard he was holding.
Quietly swimming closer, I felt the anxiety rise up within my body. “So what do you want me to do?”
“Hold onto the paddleboard.”
I clutched it to my chest, causing me to float horizontally across the water.
“Good.” Liam steadied my legs with his hand and guided me closer to the deep end.
“Liam… LIAM what are you doing?!”
“Teaching,” I could hear his smile in his voice. “Don’t worry, I’ve got you.”
“Oh-okay.” As he pushed me into the middle of the deep end I internally screamed. Shit, I was scared. I felt my body shake as I looked around to the sides of the pool. I couldn’t make it to either one of them without a floating device.
Liam felt me shaking and rubbed my back. “Shh, it’s okay. I’ve got you.” His soothing voice calmed me and I smiled.
“Okay, so first I need you to extend your arms with the board in hand.” I did so and felt myself start to sink. Liam noticed and put his hands on my chest. “You’re doing well, don’t worry.” I smirked at his obvious lie. He was so sweet.
Next he made me flip over and float on my back, the board held closely to my chest. He rested his hand on my bottom and the other on my back. I felt my member thicken and I blushed, hoping he wouldn’t notice.
“Okay, now let’s get rid of the board.”
“What?!”
“Don’t worry, I’ll be right here.”
He moved the board away from me and he showed me how to tread water by using both my arms and my legs. Wow, I was actually swimming. I started to giggle and smiled over at Liam who was already staring at me.
“I’m swimming!”
“You’re swimming!”
I laughed, making sure to concentrate on my treading.
The sound of LMFAO’s “Sexy and I Know It” interrupted our silence and Liam started to swim over to the stairs and got out. Walking over to his towel he pulled out the phone that was beside it.
“Hello? Oh, hey Danielle!”
I felt my heart fill with lead as all the energy seeped out of my body and into the dark swirling water.
“Yeah, I’m just… um getting out of the shower… Yeah, I have time to talk.” He looked back at me giving a small thumbs up and a goofy smile. I half-heartedly smiled back as he turned around. Fuck. Why did he have to love her? Liam moved farther away from the pool (probably so that Danielle wouldn’t hear) and plugged his other ear.
All I wanted to do was rip that phone from his ear and throw it in the pool. Wasn’t this Liam and I’s time?
Phew, I was getting tired. I was too far away from either of the sides to grab on so I continued to tread. And tread. And tread. And tread. And… tread.
I couldn’t do it anymore.
Whether it was because of my physical tiredness or because of the Diam moment going on in front of me I missed a beat and accidentally swallowed some water. “L-liam!” I coughed, I couldn’t catch my breath. Trying to regain my composure to tread a little more I started to panic. I felt my heart beat faster and the water started to come up around me.
My eyes stung as the water engulfed me. Like a voracious whale the water engulfed me whole, sending me to the bottom. Panicking, I tried to take a breath, filling my lungs with chlorinated water. Fuck, this is where I was gonna die… How pathetic…
An angelic silhouette crashed against the surface, dragging me upwards. Liam pulled me over to the shallow end of the pool, hitting my back.
“Zayn! Zayn!”
I wretched out water onto the pool deck. I clutched the side of the pool and started to sob.
“Zayn, shh, it’s okay, you’re okay now.” Liam said as he put his arm around me and rubbed my back.
“How can you say that?” I sobbed. “I almost died because you were talking to your girlfriend!”
Liam looked down at the water. I couldn’t tell if it was water from the pool or tears dripping down his face. “I-I’m so sorry.” I wrapped my arms around him and sobbed into the crook of his neck. Liam hugged me tightly and continued to rub my back, whispering that he was sorry over and over again. I exhaled deeply and rested my chin on his shoulder.
After a few minutes of silence he pulled away and gently touched my chin so that I was looking into his eyes. “Zayn, I swear I am so sorry. I shouldn’t have been so stupid.”
A smile broke out on my face. “Aren’t you always stupid?”
He smiled back. “Thank you.”
“For what?”
“For not hating me.”
“I could never hate you Liam.”
“Yes you could.”
“No… no I couldn’t.” I took a deep breath and looked down at the water. “Because I love you.”
“What?”
I looked back up at him. “I-I love you.”
His eyes widened a little. “Oh.”
I brought his face closer to mine, feeling his hot breathe against my lips. I closed my eyes and placed my lips to his, wrapping my arms around him.
I felt his member grow as he pushed me up against the pool, running his fingers through my hair. His tongue begged for entrance and I gladly accepted, wrapping my legs around him. I moaned into him as I grabbed a hold of his face, attempting to bring it closer to mine.
Liam broke the kiss, pushing me back against the edge of the pool. I started to smile until I saw the expression on his face.
“What’s wrong?”
“I can’t”
Liam started to move towards the stairs but I grabbed his arm.
“What do you mean?”
“I can’t do this with you. Not now, not ever.”
“But-“
“No buts Zayn, I can’t.” He ripped his arm out of my grasp and looked at me with eyes filled with anger and confusion.
“Wait, Liam.”
“No Zayn! Leave me alone!” Liam got to the top of the stairs and grabbed his phone and towel. “Please respect that.”
I stood there, motionless. The water pushed and prodded me, reminding me of what had just happened. I grabbed at my hair and started to cry. I couldn’t help it. I had completely fucked everything up. I stood there in a pool filled with tears, knowing there was nothing left for me.
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“Oh my god Darlene I’m so sorry I’m late! I was gonna call but-“
“Honey, you need to shut up and get out there! The store is crazy! My manager cut me off while she pushed me out the back room doors.
I rushed up to a cash register and couldn’t believe my eyes; there must’ve been around fifty people compacted into the tiny record store. The only time I had ever seen it this busy was on Christmas Eve but it was July; Unless all these people celebrated Christmas in July I had no clue why they were all here. Plenty of teenagers were right at the new releases; jumping up and down when they found the CD they wanted. A blonde twenty-something and her cradle robbing boyfriend were making out near the bargain bin, a few elderly women looked at them in disgust. Five couples stood at the far right of the store listening to whatever CDs we had in the sample players and behind them were a bunch of teenage girls fighting over one poster.
“Um… Darlene…”
“Have a good day!” Darlene said cheerfully as she waved a customer off, “what?”
“Why is it so god damn busy?”
“Well if you consider the fact that there are 10 new releases today, we are having a large bargain sale on old CDs, we just got limited edition posters in, and the announcement of two CD signings in town today it does make sense for it to be this fuckin’ crazy.”
“Oh, yeah that does make sense…”
“Um excuse me?! Can you like take my crap now?” I turned around to come face to face with that twenty-something bimbo who had just been feeling up her cradle robbing boyfriend.
“Oh yeah, sorry… ma’am.” I plastered on a smile as her face turned red. I ran through her items and rang up a total. “Your total comes to $19.87. Is there anything else I can get you?”
“No.” She threw the exact change on the counter and strutted out, holding the plastic bag like a designer purse; the cradle robber quickly waddled behind her trying to keep up.
“Holy bitch fit.” I muttered under my breath as Darlene suppressed a giggle.
When the store shrunk down to about ten people Darlene handed me her keys declaring she was going out for a smoke and a sub and asked if I wanted anything. I told her I wanted a smoothie from the store across the street and she bustled out very quickly, a trail of smoke billowed off her as soon as she stepped outside.
“That’s a nasty habit!” I yelled after her; she gave me the finger through the window.
I laughed and turned coming face to face with a big pair of aviators and a baseball hat.
“Hey.” The mysterious stranger said, giving me a cheeky smile, “How are you today?”
“Oh, I’m okay I guess. It’s been pretty damn crazy because of all of these new releases today.” I sighed, running my hands through my black hair; the large purple and aqua streak was already beginning to fade.
“Oh. Sorry ‘bout that.” He flashed me another dazzling smile, “I guess I’m contributing to that.”
“Well it is our god given right to buy great music.” I gave him a wink and a smile of my own.
“Yeah…” he said quietly, readjusting his hat.
“So mister mysterious why are you wearing a hat and aviators inside, it’s not that bright.”
“Well, I think that smile of yours is kind of blinding. You’re beautiful.”
I looked down and felt the blood rush to my cheeks. Did this cute stranger just call me beautiful? That was pretty bold. I looked up and saw a faint blush on his cheeks. I assumed he didn’t do this often.
“Aw thanks, you’re so sweet.”
“Oh, no problem Miss. But I was just pointing out the obvious.”
Oh my god. Was this guy for real? How did he become the nicest guy I had ever met in just a few minutes? I ran my fingers through my hair again, looking at myself through his aviators.
“Well, could I just get a glimpse behind those glasses?” I leaned on the counter, inches away from his face. His minty breath invited me closer but I resisted.
He laughed. “You sure are convincing.”
“Yes. Yes I am. So take ‘em off!”
He gave a defeated sigh and raised is hands to his face. “Fine but I don’t know what this will accomplish…”
He set the glasses down and I saw the most beautiful blue eyes I had ever seen. I let out a startled gasp and his eyes widened.
“What’s wrong?”
I giggled. “I was just messin’ with ya. Don’t worry, you have gorgeous eyes.”
He chuckled. “Not as gorgeous as yours, that’s for sure.”
Jesus. This guy sure was the charmer. I took the CDs from him and checked out what he bought.
Hm, he had a decent taste in music… “Oh my god I just bought this and it is amazing! GaGa’s fifth album is going to go down in history as the best album of all time!” I blurted out, catching him off guard.
His face lit up after he registered what I had said. “Definitely, I’ve listened to it a bunch already online but I need to own it physically, ya know?”
“I’m totally the same way. Have you listened to Lights’ second album Siberia? It has the same sort of feel to it.”
“No, I haven’t actually heard of her before.”
“What?! How could you not? Okay, I have a copy back here somewhere.” I bent down and shuffled some CDs around until I found it. “This is my personal copy so don’t go losing it! Just bring it back here when you finish listening to it or downloading it or whatever.”
“Oh, thank you!”
“No problem,” I said as I scanned the CDs and put them in a bag, dropping the Lights one in there as well. “You’re total comes to $17.87”
He gave me a blank stare then handed me a twenty. “Are you sure you scanned everything? I did buy like five CDs…”
“Yeah, well I used my discount.”
“You didn’t have to do that! Won’t you get in trouble?”
“I know I didn’t have to, I wanted to! And no I won’t. I’ve worked here long enough to not get in trouble for small things like this.”
“Oh… well thank you! What time are you open till? My mates said they wanted to come down afterwards if possible.”
“We close at 10 tonight, and no problem.”
“Bye!”
“Bye! Cute accent by the way.” I said, giving him another wink as he turned around.
He laughed. “Thanks, you too. Oh, I never caught your name by the way.”
“It’s Alice. And what’s your name?”
“It’s Niall.”
I’m Still Here
dedicated to Catherine xx
(Please Listen To The Song While You Read)
I slowly reached into the bathroom drawer and pulled out a few tubes of lipstick. The November air slipped its way through the crack in the window and I shivered.
Fuck.
Which one do I choose?
It doesn’t matter.
The red one is his favourite.
I slowly ran it over my lips and put it back where it came from. As I looked at my reflection in the bathroom I thought about how different everything was five years ago…
~~~
I jumped as the front door slammed shut and froze.
“Where are you?!”
I laughed. “In the bathroom! What are you doing home?”
“I forgot something.” I heard him stop at the bathroom door and the soft thud of his head as he rested it.
“Don’t come in here! It’s bad luck to see the bride before the wedding!”
He laughed. “I have all the luck I need when I’m in your arms.”
I smiled and put away my makeup. I finished putting on my dress and unlocked the door.
I stood back as he slowly opened it and smiled when I saw the tears in his eyes.
“Zayn, don’t cry.”
“I can’t help it. You’re just so beautiful.”
I slowly walked towards him until we were barely touching. He lifted my chin up and tenderly placed his lips to mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and smiled into him.
“I love you.”
“I love you too.”
~~~
I closed the bathroom door behind me and ran my fingers along the picture frames lining our hallway. Me and the boys in London, Paris, New York, Los Angeles…
A shiver rippled through me as my finger ran across the frame of our wedding. He probably forgot that our anniversary was today. One of the boys probably had to remind him. Both of our families hadn’t supported the marriage, only the boys had. They thought that we were too young, that it would crumble in a second. They sure were wrong.
I smiled and ruffled through the closet to find the black coat he bought me for my birthday two years ago. I hoped what I was wearing was appropriate. The last thing I needed was people judging the way I was dressed. It was bad enough that I had to talk to people.
I walked down the street as the cold wind whipped at my face and I brought my coat closer. I bent my head down and prayed that my hair wouldn’t get too messy.
I opened the door, stale smells and dim lighting silently greeting me. Shoving my coat into the closest closet, I slowly walked into the next room.
Louis was the first to notice me and he quickly walked over and hugged me. His eyes showed concern but he didn’t say anything, which was unusual. I gave a small smile and was tackled from behind by Harry. I hugged him as well and Louis pulled him off of me when he noticed how tightly he was gripping. I patted Harry on the head and kissed him on the cheek, whispering that I would be back soon. I walked over to Niall who was sitting in the corner and smiled as he got up to hug me. I hugged him back and smoothed his hair down. He slowly sat back down and I was about to say something when I heard a familiar voice.
“Mama.”
I turned around and found Liam holding him. “Hey baby.”
“Mama.” He outstretched his arms and struggled to get away from Uncle Liam. I nodded at Liam who had a concerned look on his face and picked him up. Liam walked away to Niall’s side and also smoothed down his hair.
“Mama?”
“Yes?”
“Why is everybody crying?”
I pressed my lips together and rubbed food from his cheek. “Because they’re sad.”
“You’re not crying… Aren’t you sad?”
“Yes, I am. People show their emotions in different ways.” I wondered if his four year old mind understood what was going on.
“Can I see Daddy?”
“Sure honey.” I slowly walked up to the front of the room and looked down at my husband.
“Why isn’t Daddy moving?”
“Remember what I told you before? He isn’t really here anymore.”
“But where is he?” Tears came to his eyes and I brushed them away.
“He’s up in heaven with the angels, remember? With Grandma and Grandpa.”
“Are they singing together like Daddy said they would?”
“Yes, yes they are.” I hugged him tightly, hoping he wouldn’t see me cry.
- zaynspersonalbodyinspector (Jordan) xx
Tonight I’m F**king You (Request)
*Please Listen To The Audio Track Posted Above While You Read*
Harry pulled me into the crowd until we were surrounded. The song pulsed through our bodies and our actions mirrored the beat. He pulled me closer and ground himself against me. I ran my hands through my hair and let it fall back down as he moved up behind me and ground his hips against me. I heard his faint grunts and smirked. I turned back around wrapped my arms around neck. He in turn ran his hands down my sides until he reached my ass. I moved my head closer to him until I smelt his minty breath on my lips. He quickly closed the distance and devoured me. I tangled my hands into his hair and pulled him closer. I broke the kiss in shock as someone stepped on my foot. He looked down at my foot and looked back up at me. Smirking he pulled at my hand once more and led me through the crowd into the back hallway. I looked down it and saw a men’s and women’s bathroom. Instead of leading me into one of them he opened the third door and threw me inside. I stumbled in the dark and blinked quickly as he turned on the light. He closed the door behind us and locked it. I smiled at him and closed the distance between us. I moaned into him as he ground himself into me. I wrapped my arms and legs around him and he walked us over to an empty table at the back. He set me down and started to rip my blouse off. I raised my arms and it flew in the air as Harry pulled it upwards. I moaned as he ground into me once more and started unhooking my bra. I ran my fingers through his hair. He threw my bra onto one of the boxes nearby and started playing with my breasts. I moaned in pleasure as he squeezed and flicked my nipples and screamed out in ecstasy as he started to suck on one while still pinching the other. I started to feel myself leak through my panties rubbed myself against his covered, raging cock. He stopped and smiled deviously. I quickly pulled his top off and undid his belt. His pants fell to the floor with a clang and I slipped out of my skirt. We were now both in only our underwear and it was obvious that we were both excited. He ran his finger up and down the front of my thong and I pushed myself up against him. I grabbed a hold of his cock and started to squeeze it. He pushed up against me also and I begged for him to enter me. He pecked my lips and slipped the rest of our clothing off in one swift motion. I gasped in pleasure as the cold air met my soaked pussy and waited as he applied protection. As soon as he was ready e plunged into me to the hilt. I screamed out a mix of ecstasy and pleasure as the pain subsided. He slowly moved in and out of me and I grabbed at his ass to quicken the pace. He leaned over me and sucked on my lips while he rubbed my clit. I felt my vagina start to pulse and screamed as I hit my orgasm, tightening around him. I felt him expand as he pulled out of me and removed the condom. He started to moan loudly as he came all over the floor. I slowly got down from the table and smiled. Harry scrambled to get me my clothes and I slowly put them on as he rushed to put on his. I knew he was nervous that someone would find out about this. As he quietly rambled to himself I took his head into my hands and placed a firm kiss on his lips.
“It’ll be okay.”
- zaynspersonalbodyinspector (Jordan) xx
A Larrysome
dedicated to guywholovesboybands love ya! xx
“Hey, I know I’m early but I just needed to get out of the house… Hello?”
I slowly opened the door to Harry and Louis’ flat and looked around. Where were they? I stepped inside and removed my Toms. I opened the closet to find all of their shoes; they had to be in the house somewhere. I heard a few muffled giggles coming from down the hallway and quietly made my way down it. I stopped at Louis’ bedroom door and pressed my ear to the cold wood.
“Harry, stop it! You’re tickling me!”
“Stop squirming, I’m not finished yet.”
I held my breath, what were they doing? Louis told me that the three of us would just be chilling tonight, a guys’ night in. I didn’t think it would include… Whatever it is they were doing. Tickling, wrestling, …kissing? No. I had to get that thought out of my head. They weren’t gay like me. I didn’t wanna freak them out by saying things like that. They knew I was gay and all but I highly doubted they knew I found them so fucking hot. I didn’t want to make them uncomfortable or anything.
“Okay, we really need to do this before sexy comes over so I don’t end up fucking him. He’s so hot.”
What did Harry just say? Fuck him? I must’ve heard that wrong. I pressed my whole body to the door, attempting to hear more.
“Did you lock the door? You should probably do that…”
“Harryyyy, why didn’t you do that before?” I heard Louis start to walk towards the door.
Oh crap. I started to push off the door when it came flying open. I tumbled into Louis’ arms and we both just stood there, stunned.
“Um… hello.”
I looked up at Louis’ sparkling eyes and blushed. “Hey Lou.”
“How long have you been at the door?”
“A… a few minutes.”
Louis chuckled and turned to look at Harry who was sprawled across Louis’ bed, topless.
“Hey.”
I blushed again and looked down, “Hey Harry.”
“What did you hear?”
“Nothing.”
Louis placed me upright and winked at me, “Liar.”
“It doesn’t matter.”
“But it might.”
I heard Harry get off the bed and walk over to me. He leaned in closely to my ear and whispered.
“It’s all true.”
Shivers raced through my body and I slowly met his gaze. “Really?”
“Really.”
I smiled and he brought his hands to my face. He brushed his thumbs down my cheeks and across my jawline. I heard Louis move closer to the door and grabbed his hand.
“Would you stay?”
“Of course.” I felt his arms wrap around my torso and his chin rested in the crook of my neck.
Harry smiled and brought his lips to mine.
My whole body was invaded with electricity and I shivered as he put a hand on the back of my head. The other, I believe, he grabbed Louis’ ass with. Harry parted my lips with his tongue and I moaned into him as Louis ground his bulge into my ass.
Harry grabbed my hips and started to walk backwards to the bed. We all flopped down and I crawled on top of Harry, our mouths still locked. I lifted my ass up as Louis pulled my shorts and boxers off. He ran his hands over my butt and reached forward to take off my shirt. Harry and I parted our kiss just long enough to get my shirt off and we resumed our kiss. Louis went back to admiring my backside and I jumped when he started kissing it.
“You smell so good; did you just take a shower?”
I mumbled a ‘yes’ into Harry’s open mouth and wrapped my hands around his head. Louis parted my cheeks revealing my virgin hole and probed it with his tongue. I jumped, pushing my tongue further down Harry’s throat as Louis explored my unexplored region. I moaned harder as Louis continued his voracious assault. Harry broke our kiss and slid past me so that he was at eye level with my member. Taking it in his hands he started to stroke it. I moaned into a pillow and thrusted back and forth between Harry’s hand and Louis’ tongue.
“Oh god guys, I’m getting close.”
They immediately stopped what they were doing and ripped off all their clothes. Damn, both of them were pretty big. I lifted myself off the bed and Harry held me in his arms once more. I started to kiss his neck and saw a fresh hicky left by Louis. I gently placed my lips over it and I felt his body shiver. Louis moved up behind me and started to kiss Harry. As I moved my way down Harry’s body with my lips I watched as they wrestled with their tongues; you could tell it wasn’t their first time. I sat down on my knees and took both of their members in my mouth. They gasped out in pleasure and moved closer together, making it easier for me. After deep throating them a couple of times they pulled out simultaneously. I gasped for air as they picked me up and sat me down on the bed.
“Who… Do you want to fuck you?” Harry blushed a little as he asked the question and I smiled.
“Both of you.”
“What?”
I pulled them down onto the bed and pushed their asses together. Their legs tangled in one another’s. Their erections bumped against each other as they moved around to get comfortable. Grateful that Louis had already loosened me up with his tongue and that I had slathered the boys’ cocks with my spit, I stood above them and slowly lowered myself down.
I moaned/ screamed as they entered me. I saw the look of concern on Harry’s face and smiled through the pain. I lowered myself further and heard Louis moan out in pleasure.
“Fuck.”
I smiled and reached behind me to pinch his nipple. I knew it was turning him on even more as his whole body started to vibrate. It felt like forever but they were finally all the way in and as their lengths vanished I felt something weird stir within me. A really good pleasurable something. This pleasure completely erased all memories of the pain I was just in and I started to slowly lift my ass up and then slam it back down. They both moaned louder and started to run their hands up and down my body and teased me with their nimble fingers. Louis ran his hand under my arm and I giggled a little, clenching my ass in the process.
“Uh! Oh god, I’m cumming!”
I felt Louis expand within me and a burst of his hot liquid coated my insides.
“Shit Lou, you came quickly.” Harry smirked and I turned around to see Louis blushing.
“Sorry, that was very… stimulating.”
Harry and I both laughed. Louis was about to say something witty when his cell went off. Louis quickly slipped out of me, pulling Harry out as well, and reached into his jeans that were sprawled across the ground.
“Hello? …Yeah… Um okay, I’ll be there soon.”
“What was that?” Harry sat up a little and scratched his head.
“I have no clue but Niall wants me to come down to this restaurant he’s at right now, it seemed urgent.”
I laughed, “he probably finally made a bill so big he can’t pay for it.”
They both laughed and Louis waved goodbye as he left the room fully clothed, turning off the lights.
After a few minutes of nothing but heavy breathing Harry spoke up. “So… shall we continue?”
I laughed and nuzzled into his chest. “Sure, but could you be gentle? I’m pretty sore.”
“Of course babe.” Harry reached into the side table drawer and pulled out a bottle of lube. He squirted some onto his hand and rubbed it over his growing member, then reached over to my ass and rubbed some over it as well. “Are you ready?”
“Sure.”
Harry smiled and flipped me over so that he was on top. He positioned himself at my entrance and slowly inserted. I moaned out in pleasure and he brought his lips down to mine. As he entered I pulled him closer so that our stomachs were touching.
Harry pulled away and bit his lip as he pulled back and pushed into me again. “I know this is sudden and I swear it isn’t because of the heat of the moment but I have something to say.”
“Su- sure.”
“I- I love you.”
“Oh Harry!” My face broke out into a smile and I kissed him, “I love you too!”
Harry smiled and started to pump faster in excitement. I started stroking myself and knew I was getting close. Harry started to breathe deeply and I knew he was close also. Like I did before I squeezed while he was completely inside of me and he let out a loud moan.
“Fuuuck!”
I felt him erupt within me, his juice mixing with Lou’s. I quickened my pace and felt myself orgasm. My toes curled and he started to kiss me as I blew all over our chests.
Harry collapsed on top of me and I stroked his curls. “That was wonderful.”
- http://zaynspersonalbodyinspector.tumblr.com/ (Jordan)
Nothing
(Please Listen To The Song While You Read)
The dim light of the grungy old bathroom swayed back and forth to the music blaring outside. I pulled a bottle out of my purse and unscrewed it, revealing only three pills left.
“Fuck.”
I decided I’d need to use all three of them to grow the balls to ask for more. I put them all under my tongue at once and waited for the fireworks.
I gripped the countertop as my brain imploded into one orgasmic seize. I opened my eyes and my vision had returned. Bright colours and loud noises inviting me closer I opened the door and swayed out to the music. I made my way onto the club floor and moved to the bass. I bumped into people but the music was too loud to hear their complaints, not that I would’ve listened anyways.
I spotted a dealer and pushed my way through the dancers. The crowd spit me out and I flew right into him.
“Hey baby.” I stroked his hair and put on my best slut act. To be honest all the dealers disgusted me but they were the only way I could get the stuff. “Having fun?”
He smirked. “Oh yeah, tons.”
“So, sweetie… could you hook me up with something?”
He laughed. “You still owe me for last time.”
“I know, I’m getting the money! I just need something to tie me over…”
“Find it in the pharmacy bitch.”
I pushed him away and jumped into the crowd again. Where was Liam? He’d have some money… I’d just say that I was short on rent or something. He was so gullible, he’d believe anything. He hadn’t even realised that I was back on it.
I spotted him wallflowering like usual near the back exit. I weaved my way through the crowd like a cobra spotting its prey.
“Hey sexy.”
Liam looked up and smiled when he saw me. “Hey babe, having fun?”
“Don’t I always?”
He laughed. “Yes actually, you do.”
“Do you know what?”
“What?”
“That jacket makes you look really sexy right now.”
He chuckled, “Really?”
“Yeah, I bet you’d look even sexier with it off.”
“Hm, interesting,” He got up off the wall and wrapped his arms around my waist.
“Yeah.” I grabbed his hands and led him to the exit.
As soon as the door closed behind us I had him up against the dark alleyway’s wall. I attacked his mouth and started sucking vigorously on his tongue. He moaned in excitement and ripped off his jacket, throwing it to the dirt floor. I lifted my shirt above my head and he followed suit.
“Babe.”
“What?” I just wanted to fuck him and take his money. He was interrupting with his talking and it was starting to get annoying.
He looked at me, startled. “Um… protection?”
“Calm down, I got it.” I pulled one out of my pocket and threw it at him. As he fumbled with it I stripped off my tight skirt and panties. He looked down at me and I heard his breath catch in his throat. His slow pace was frustrating. Hadn’t he seen me naked plenty of times? I took it into my own hands to undo his belt and drop his trousers for him. He smiled at me but his eyes conveyed his shock. I snickered under my breath and grabbed his bulge. He moaned in agreement and I pushed him down onto the floor. His head and part of his back rested along the wall and I ripped off his boxers to reveal Little Liam at fill mast. I waited for him to rubber up and then proceeded to lower myself upon him.
We both gasped out in unison and he kissed my breasts as I rode him up and down. He pulled at my hair and I pulled at his. The drugs made it feel like a rollercoaster ride without the safety bar. I squealed in excitement at the sensation and he slowed his pace.
“Babe?”
“I’m fine!”
I pushed his head back against the wall and moved up and down. The combined forces of the drugs and Liam’s hard member sent me on an early orgasm.
“Liam!” I screamed and tightened around him.
Liam made this weird screechy noise signaling his orgasm and I felt his hot liquid contained in the condom. As soon as he was done I jumped off of him and started gathering my clothes, slipping them on one by one. Liam slowly rose from the ground.
“Is there something wrong?”
“Um no… Oh can I borrow some money? I’m short on rent.”
An unreadable expression washed across him and he grabbed my wrist pulling me closer.
“Ow, Liam you’re hurting me!”
He looked deep in my eyes and pushed me away.
“I can’t fucking believe it.” He backed away from me, a look of disgust painted his face. “You’re using again!”
“Liam, I can explain.”
“No, don’t even try. I’ve given you one too many chances.” He quickly threw on his boxers and shirt and walked back to the parking lot. I heard tires squeal and I knew he was gone.
~~~
It had been a week without and I was slowly losing my mind. I couldn’t feel anything. I was dead from the outside in. I staggered to the bathroom and looked at the miserable addict in the mirror. She has long hair, Liam likes long hair, she doesn’t deserve long hair. I pulled out a pair of nail scissors and started to viciously chop it off. Black clumps hit the floor and I felt nothing. I pulled out my razor and ran it along my skin and I felt nothing. I watched as blood pooled on the floor. Nothing.
- http://zaynspersonalbodyinspector.tumblr.com/ (Jordan)
“Maybe.”
(Please Listen To The Music While You Read)
I could hear the rain lightly tapping against the window as I awoke. The covers swept across my naked frame and I turned over to face Niall who was still asleep. I smiled and ran my fingers through my blonde hair. I propped myself up on my elbow and just watched him sleep.
The deep ins and outs of his breath were sweet and innocent like a young child’s. I reached out and brushed my hand along his bare torso. He stirred and rested his hand on mine. I moved closer to him and lightly pressed my lips to his forehead.
I felt him squeeze my hand and I looked down into his now open eyes. “Hi love.”
“Hello.”
“What are you doing up?”
“I couldn’t sleep.”
“Maybe it’s the rain but I just have this weird feeling in the bottom of my stomach.”
“Are you okay?”
“Oh yeah I’ll be fine.”
He smiled at my answer and brought my face down to his. “I love you,” he whispered as his lips brushed against mine.
“I love you too.”
I fell back onto my pillow and Niall lowered himself on top of me. He started to gently kiss my neck and I pressed his head down closer to my skin. “Oh Niall.”
He slowly entered me and I let out a little gasp. He smiled and pressed his forehead to mine. His eyes met mine and I blushed. He was the perfect man. I couldn’t believe he had picked me to be his girlfriend. I went in to kiss him and he met my lips eagerly. He devoured my soul and made me whole again every time he loved me. I moaned out in ecstasy and climaxed in sync with him.
Beads of sweat traveled across his skin to mine and we shared another steamy embrace. “I love you Niall.”
“I love you too babe, you make me happier than I’ve ever been.” He reached over to his bedside drawer and pulled out a small velvet box. He opened it and revealed a diamond ring. “Will you marry me?”
“Oh my god, Niall!” A million things raced through my head. We had only been together for eight months, was that a long enough time to know he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me? I looked up at the clock and gasped. “Niall, aren’t you supposed to be at rehearsal? You’re going to be late.”
He looked up at the clock, “Fuck.”
He looked back at me with those puppy dog eyes and I giggled. “Maybe.”
“Maybe?”
“You need to go right now! No time to talk about this, love. Go.”
He nodded and rushed into the closet. A few thumps and clangs and he came back out fully clothed. I got up from the bed and wrapped my silk robe around me. I kissed him, running my fingers through his hair in the process. He broke it and looked me in the eyes.
“You’ll think about what I said?”
“Already am.”
“Okay, love you.”
“I love you too Niall.”
I watched him through the window as the rain got harder. I looked around at the dirt road and vacant fields. I couldn’t get that weird feeling out of my stomach.
I fiddled around the kitchen and cleaned a few things when I heard a knock on the door. I rushed to it. Did Niall finish early? I opened the door to Zayn’s face.
“Hey Zayn…” I was confused. I looked behind him and saw Louis, Harry, and Liam coming up the steps.
“What’s going on? Where’s Niall.”
They all looked down at their feet and Louis let out a sob.
Liam stepped forward and grabbed my hand “Um… we have bad news.”
I ripped my hand from his and looked around at the other boys faces. They all had the same expression.
“No.”
“I’m sorry but-“
“No!” I screamed and ran past them into the rain, heading for the road. He was just around the corner, hadn’t he just driven away? This was all some sort of joke, he was always pulling jokes. I made it to the road and looked around frantically. I felt someone’s hand on my shoulder and turned around to face Liam.
“His car crashed.”
I let out a small sob and covered my face with my hands.
“It seemed like he was trying to make it in time for rehearsals and he lost control of the vehicle.”
I started to sob loudly and slowly sank down onto the muddy grass. “No, no, no…”
Liam knelt down beside me and hugged me from behind. I shook him off and I heard him slowly back away. I lowered my head into my lap and attempted to make my drenched frame as small as possible. Weezing gasps escaped my lungs and my tears became one with cruel rain that had caused them. I turned the engagement ring around my finger.
“I was going to say yes…. I was going to say yes.”
- http://zaynspersonalbodyinspector.tumblr.com/ (Jordan)
