I couldn’t believe that it had already been six months. Six months since I’d seen him. Six months since I felt those strong arms wrap around me. Six months since I breathed in his scent. Six months since I’d kissed those perfect lips. I don’t know how I managed to do it, how I didn’t go insane without him.
All day I had to busy myself with little tasks to try and calm my nerves. I would occasionally catch myself glancing at the clock, just wanting him to be back home with me.
Josh and I had been together for about a year now, but he was on tour the majority of that time. At first I really didn’t mind, but once he started getting more and more attention from the fans, that’s when I started getting upset.
I saw the posts on Twitter and Tumblr. About how badly some girls wanted to crawl into bed with him. I had to remind myself that he was mine, he loved me.
As the day grew on, my nerves became more and more distracting. So by the time I heard the key click in the lock and saw the door to our flat swing open, I couldn’t control myself when I ran from my spot on the couch and into his arms.
Josh stumbled back a little, but quickly caught his balance as he wrapped his arms around my torso, lifting me up and swinging me around. “Baby.” He breathed in my hair as he set me back down, his lips tickling my ear. “You have no idea how much I missed you.” He pulled me in for another hug, crushing his body to mine.
“You have no idea how much I miss YOU.” I said, taking his face in both my hands. That familiar crooked smile crept onto his lips as he closed his eyes and leaned in. I did the same, kissing him back. The kiss was loving and sweet just like always.
As he pulled back I smiled, allowing myself to finally get a good look at him. His hair looked a bit shorter and sticking up in random places. He wore white ‘Game On’ t-shirt that hugged his chest perfectly.
I allowed my hands to slide down from his neck and onto his chest. “(Y/N) what are you doing?” He chuckled as I allowed my hands to slide lower. I bit my lip slightly as his eyes followed my hand.
“I’ve just missed you so much.” I whispered, my hands still sliding down. “And I think,” my fingers hooked into the belt loop on his jeans, “that I’m ready.” I pulled him towards me, his lips instantly finding their way onto mine, kissing me greedily.
Within an instant, Josh had shoved me up against the wall, his lips exploring my jaw, sucking and licking. An involuntary moan escaped my lips and I felt him smirk on my skin. “You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to hear those words.” He growled as his hands wandered to the hem of my shirt, thumbs rubbing circles on my bare skin.
His hands gently roamed my body, sliding down my sides and to my ass. My fingers rang through is already messy hair. Josh’s lips instantly found my sweet spot where he nipped at the sensitive spot, his tongue quickly licking over the broken skin. I groaned as I pushed my body farther into his.
Why had I wanted to wait? It’s not like we hadn’t fooled around before, just never gone all the way. I knew what his fingers felt like, but I could already tell this was different. Way different.
I felt his hands slide down the back of my thighs and behind my knees as he forced me further up the wall, my legs wrapping around his waist, my arms around his neck.
He carried us to our room that we shared, kicking the door shut with his foot. Josh laid me down on the bed, quickly crawling on top of me. I felt his hard-on on my thigh as I grinded my hips into his, earning a long groan from my cheeky boyfriend.
“I want you so bad.” I whispered as I tugged at the hem of his shirt, signaling for him to take it off. In one swift movement Josh raised his shirt over his head, tossing it on the floor. I swear he flexed every muscle in his body when he did that, his biceps rippling and abs contracting.
Josh smiled down at me, giving me butterflies. “You know I love you right?” He whispered, his lips lingering just inches from mine. “Mhmm.” I barley got out. I was so turned on I couldn’t even control myself.
“You know I want you, right?” His lips attached themselves to my collar bone as his tongue traced circles on my skin. His warm hands slid up my shirt, his fingers grazing my hip bones. I bucked my hips towards him, just begging to be touched. I felt him smirk against my skin at my frustration.
My shirt found its way to the floor. “You know you’re beautiful, right?” Josh continued to whisper as he kissed below my earlobe, sending shivers down my spine. I closed my eyes and sighed. “Josh…”
He trailed his finger tips across my belly and down my sides as he expertly unclasped my bra, throwing it by our shirts. The cool air hit my bare breasts, causing my nipples to go hard. Josh’s mouth enclosed my left breast as he sucked and bit at my swollen bud.
I reached down, unbuttoning his jeans and using my feet to slide them down his thighs as he kicked them off. His free hand rubbed my right breast, pinching my nipple as he continued to work on the other one, his boner pressing against my thigh. “Oh my god…” I moaned, my fingers twisting through his hair.
“You know you’re perfect, right?” He whispered against my clammy skin as he discarded my sweat pants.
Josh trailed his lips down my stomach until he got to my pantie line, his hot breath hitting my clit making me ache. I bucked my hips towards him again in frustration. “Shhhh patience.” He chuckled, forcing his hands onto my hips and pushing me back down. I sighed and threw my head against the pillow.
I felt his teeth graze my skin as he took my panites in his mouth, pulling them down. I already felt the heat that radiated from between my legs. “I wonder who made you this wet.” Josh smirked, his voice vibrating against the inside of my thigh as a moan ripped through my throat.
He kissed my clit softly as his fingers traced my folds. Without warning he pushed two fingers inside me, my hands flying to his hair as I arched my back, pressing him closer to me. “Jesus!” I yelled.
His tongue flicked my clit as his fingers pumped furiously in and out of me as I breathed out harshly and moaned. “Josh!” I yelled again as I bucked my hips forward, just wanting more of him inside me. I felt him chuckle against my clit, sending me closer to my orgasm.
I felt my insides start to clench up, my back arching as everything seemed to become synchronized. “I’m so close-“ He pulled away from me causing me to gasp. I glowered at him as he licked his lips and stood up, removing his boxers. “You know I love you, right?” He asked again as he giggled a little bit, climbing back on top of me.
I reached down to grab his dick, but his hand grabbed my around my wrist, stopping me. “Tonight’s about you.” He brought my fingers up to his lips, kissing all five gently.
He supported all his weight on his forearm which was placed by my head, his other hand cupping my face. He kissed my lips gently as I felt him place himself near my entrance. “Are you sure you’re ready?” He murmured against my lips. “Yes.” I nodded my head as I leaned up to kiss him again, my hands gripping onto his back and biceps, trying to pull him even closer to me.
“You know I would never hurt you on purpose, right?” He whispered as I felt him push his length all the way in me. Josh groaned loudly.
I heard him yelp as I realized that I was digging my nails into his back, my eyes squeezed shut. “I’m so sorry (Y/N). Im so so sorry.” He kissed every inch of my face, trying to distract me from the pain.
“I’m okay.” I sighed, finally adjusting a bit. “Are you sure?” His eyes met mine and I could see how worried he was. I smiled and nodded. “I’m fine.” I mouthed, smiling lightly.
Josh started moving slowly, but the pleasure was amazing. “Oh my god.” I breathed as I pushed my hips forward to meet his thrusts.
“Ugh (Y/N) you feel so good.” Josh grunted as he pounded into me. “Josh…faster…” I moaned as he sped up his thrusts.
“Oh my god JOSH!” I yelled as I clawed his back, sure enough leaving red marks on his skin.
“Holy shit.” He grunted in my ear as I felt his dick twitch inside me, knowing he was close.
“Ugh (Y/N)!” He yelled as I felt him spill inside me, setting off my own orgasm.
My back arched, toes curled, and I threw my head back as I screamed out his name. “FUCK! JOSH! SHIIT!”
We lay there for a few minutes, catching our breathe. He rolled off of me, pulling me too his chest.
“That was amazing.” He said as he wrapped his arms around me tightly, my head resting on his sweaty skin. “I love you.” I laughed as I kissed his perfectly sweet lips. “I love you too. And I’m happy I got to be your first.” He whispered as he rubbed circles on my back, lulling me to sleep.
“Me too.” I murmured as I felt my eye lids getting heavy. I let sleep over take me as I dreamt in the arms of an angel.
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